Sunday, September 10, 2017

Sunday, July 02, 2017

What The Heart Can Do

The heart gets stronger

And so does the mind

The weak gets softer

And the hard gets tougher

But it's with you that I am

But if it's FOR you that I am more

Sunday, June 25, 2017

IMY

I miss you like the sun misses the sky

Tuesday, June 20, 2017

Existence

I'm only human

Though it may be a weak excuse

To put upon my wrongs

But when it comes to you

I lose all my senses

I forget my responsibilities

I get swept up by your beauty

I get lost in your eyes

I melt in your touch

And I lose myself.. in this other world...

Perfect Dream

I dream of a life where I get to go away with you

To beautiful places where sunsets are ablaze

Where the sea beckons us every second

Where the moon shines down on us

Where the sun glows like a ball of love

Where everything is perfect

Because I am with you

Wednesday, June 07, 2017

You

On days when I don't get your smile and your warmth, I feel a lil empty inside, a sadness that I cannot explain. 

When I don't feel your your joy, I lose a lil bit of my happiness. 

I feel a lil broken, a pain I cannot describe.

I need you to know that I will always love you and everything about you.

My Happy Place

That happy place

Is when I'm with you

In your arms

Looking at you

Looking at me

That happy place 

Is when I'm comforted by your presence

Where I can feel every bit of you

Even when we're not touching

That happy place

Is when I smell you

When our breaths meet

When we soak in each other's scent

That happy place

Is when you talk

All I can do is listen

And hear every melody in your tone

That happy place 

Is when I have you 

In my heart

And I know I am in yours

That happy place

Is in our other reality 

When I can have you

A 100%

I Need You

I need you

And I can only cry silently about the emptiness I feel in my heart, my soul

My mind is in pain

From memories of your hands holding me, touching me, loving me

From your gaze that reaches into my soul

From your tenderness in everything that you do for me

My heart aches

From not having you in it 

My heart cries

For yours

I need you

So badly

But I can't 





Thursday, March 08, 2012

Beauty is skin deep

"A girl may not have the best facial features but when her skin is flawless, she's beautiful."

That was my Mama's advice to me back then when I was a teenager. At thirteen, I remember my skin breaking out with pimples on my forehead. She gave me all of these products ie cleanser, toner and moisturizer for me to apply to my skin day and night. Being a lil Mama's girl, I listened to her and I'm very glad I did. It became a routine, that I implemented into my lifestyle. No matter what, I always cleansed my skin and religiously slathered my face with moisturizer and any beauty products that was supposedly good for my skin. Of course, the pimples disappeared and my skin was back to my normal after the teenage hormones settled down. Lol! But I still took care of my skin!

When I got to my twenties, I maintained the ritual of taking care of my skin. Except this time I had added eye cream, masks, anti-wrinkle/aging, sunscreens into my vast collection of skincare products. Hey, prevention is better than cure right? :P

In my mid twenties, I realized that I had to start eating right because facial beauty products can only do so much. I started buying organic foods, eating more and more vegetables and drinking at least 2 liters of water a day.

With the busy lifestyle of being in the entertainment industry, there are days when my skin can get pretty stressed with all the make-up, long hours and strong lighting that I have to endure. It makes it a little bit harder to maintain good skin but I do it relentlessly anyway. And it paid off! Thank goodness. Alhamdulillah.




I start with a good cleanser. I cleanse my face first thing in the morning, and night time before I go to bed. Of course, on days that I have shoots, I will cleanse my face after the shoot. Best to stay away from heavy make-up.



Right after cleansing, I apply toner. This goes on before anything else ie moisturizer, serum, eye gel etc



Like I mentioned earlier on, prevention is better than cure. Its never too early to start making sure your skin doesn't sag down to your chest.



My beloved moisturizer. I'm blessed with dry skin hence why I use moisturizers for dry skin.


I never ever leave out the eye gel/cream. The skin around the eye is the most sensitive hence why you should always take care of it. Eyes are the windows to the soul after all :)



This is essential for everyone. I cannot stress how important it is to protect your skin with sunscreen. I love this particular one especially as it has "skin tone' base on it. On days when I'm not required to wear make up, this is perfect. Its better than having to put on foundation or powder on your face.



This has got to be my favourite product from our Felicity skincare range. The exfoliating face scrub. It smells wonderful, and it scrubs away all those nasty dirt from your face, leaving your skin as smooth as a baby's bottom. I'm in love with this product!



Mama came up with these products a few years ago. My family has always been fans of organic products, making sure that we stay as natural as possible. We have a whole range of other products of course. If you're interested, you can check them out at www.blueoakvalley.com.

Here's to an organic life to us!




Thank you Mama, for the awesome advice!


Organically yours,

SF


Saturday, February 11, 2012

Okay okaayyy... I know I should be punished for not blogging as often as I should. Each time I am doing something, or something funny/crazy/interesting happens, I think to myself "Man, I should so blog about this." But of course, when the time finally comes for me to blog (in other words, I have finally parked myself in front of my laptop), I have forgotten all those interesting experiences and I am not sure where to start.

Imaan and Tiara are now nine and a half months old. How time flies! I keep saying that but its true. They both can crawl and are able to pull themselves up to a standing position by holding on to a stable object/furniture. I suspect they'll be walking very soon. Wow! Imagine that? Chasing after two lil munchkins I will be (why do I suddenly sound like Yoda??). They both also have a lot to say, often babbling nonstop with their cute little voices.

I finally accepted my first acting gig, after deciding that the girls are old enough and that I was ready enough to be away from them for longer times. We shot "Sopi Sekuriti" in January and the comedy series will be aired on Astro Warna starting this February 28th 2012. It was under Skop Production and yes, this was my first time working with them. It was a great experience! The thing with shooting comedies, be it a film, TV drama or series, is that the energy on set is lighthearted and fun. So I had a grand time. The lead man for the series is one of the Raja Lawak finalists known as "Man Raja Lawak". I was very impressed by his dedication and commitment. He gave his best and was at a 100% everytime, even when he had been shooting for over 10 hours. I salute him and I wish him all the best, and may his career in the entertainment industry take off like a rocket!

Many things are happening right now for me, one of them being something to do with fashion. Fashion.. ahh yes... finally I am realizing one of my dreams and passion. I can't wait to share with all of you but everything is still in the early stages. A few more weeks and it will be launched, and word will be out. I can't wait!! Weeeee!!

I will be back with more posts. Of course, I don't quite know when that will be. Hopefully soon. And I promise the next post will bear lots and lots of pictures. Adios my darlings and have a fantastic 2012!! I love you lots!!

SF